The Aftermath

the painful ache in my stomach that sinking heavy heart never ending depths of emptiness makes me fall apart a name I can never forget the haunting pretty smile the warning in my gut ignored why didn’t I run a mile?  


A never-ending blank stare the water burns but I feel no pain that smile of yours hurts though a stabbing pain in the chest when I see you with her even though I’m with him ‘I Love You’ is echoed back but I feel nothing. The ‘seen’ notification haunts me the message remains unanswered say … More Disconnected

And it’s scary…

And it’s scary when the things you said would never happen Happened And it’s scary when you said nothing would ever change Did And it’s scary when you start to ignore me Why? And it’s scary when you lavish your attention elsewhere Replaced And it’s scary when I realise that I was used Lie And … More And it’s scary…

New Toy

I bet you go home and laugh stupid bitch what a fucking idiot; I agree babes tossed on the scrapheap all used up and as I rot I watch your new toy shiny and untouched turn your head


We suddenly got older – but the wisdom teeth never gave us any wisdom and the long lost days of innocent bliss were out of reach, ignorance was a gift that I wasted wistful daydreams of freedom are now faded and worn with the hard smiles and tired eyes I carry on with that path … More Nostalgia

Lines Crossed

The blurry line – crossed it a while back on my struggle, the wild adventure, that crazy situation that I found wrapped up in your words, hands, body cute little package baby, make me blush make me wet we only tell the truth, the honest truth maybe we were too honest when we crossed those lines, … More Lines Crossed

Let It Go

I made my mind up when you started to ignore me not got time for that babes I’ll let it go though laugh it off go over my head get some new armour and fix the cracks I’ll be OK whisper it to myself repeat, repeat, repeat an actress in the making finally letting go of you … More Let It Go


You fooled me again babes disappeared, left me waiting for a reply that would never come feeling stupid as I’m left hanging again dangling puppy dog eyes pawing at you notice me please how many mores times? throwing myself and you let me fall every time again and again.  

Honest Eyes

The wine touched my lips poisoned my insides loosened my tongue dirty thoughts unleashed the truth comes out eventually feeling Brave girl? that never ending frenzy until I discover I’m not the only one another notch, another body humiliated at my wrongs the evidence that can never be unseen, need to give you up but … More Honest Eyes

Rabbit Hole

Tripped and stumbled down that hole again into your realm where our hands explore and our bliss is never ending but this time’s different baby, crawled my way out escaped your clutches as I teased and left you wanting it’s killing you it’s killing me grin my cheshire grin don’t lose your head the adventure … More Rabbit Hole